In a lot of people’s minds I get a free pass to be psychotic about my own wedding, but am choosing not to play that card. I’m going to be an easy breezy bride. (I hope. And if I start to get nuts, that isn’t normal for someone getting married, please put me in my place).

But we are moving, and I am ancy that we haven’t had a showing. I know it’s been almost three weeks and that isn’t that long, but I’m just nervous. I’m fully aware that I’m being unreasonable and I keep most of my thoughts and ancy-ness in my head, but it slips out from time to time. Like when I emailed the realtor the other day saying if he thought it would be a good idea to have an open house this Sunday to just let us know. (We’re waiting until after Thanksgiving).

I’m just having a really hard time with the “I have absolutely no control over this” thing.

What I’m afraid is going to happen is we’re going to get a call for a place we really want to live in that there is a unit available….and we’re still in the house. It’s really risky to take a place when the house isn’t sold. Depending on what’s available, we might. Could you imagine how stressful THAT would be?

I just need to take a breather. There’s nothing I can do on this one.